....

but don't take me up
i'll just fall down
once again
don't take me up
i'll only fall back down again

Kasai-kun, please read this...

I am sorry for what I did...I was dumb...>.<>.< PLEASE!!! Come back...I need you here....

Please read this..Please..

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*sigh* I got in trouble for postin' something here. Joy. It's not like I can get my feelings out either, I was sitting on the couch in tears this morning, and I was ignored. So, whatever happens, nobody can say it's my fault.

More song lyrics..

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart
I could see a place that's something like this
Every now and then I don't know what to do
Still I know that I can never go back

But the things I've seen in those hazy dreams
Can't compare to what I'm seeing now
Everything's so different
That it brings me to my knees

And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I don't plan on looking back on my old life
I don't ever plan to rely on you
Even if by chance everything should go wrong
You'd come anyway and try to save me

Though from time to time it's an upward climb
All I know is that I must believe
'Cause the truth I'm seeking
Always was inside of me

And when I find the world of real emotion has surrounded me
The many things that you taught me then
Will always be enough to get me through the pain
Because of you I am strong enough to know I'm not alone

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you

And if I find the real world of emotion has surrounded me
And I can't go on
You are there the moment that I close my eyes to comfort me
We are connected for all of time
I'll never be...

And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you
I can hear you

Song Lyrics...

Wind's Nocturne.

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today

Into the starlight night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star

But, what if that star is not to come?
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to belive there is hope

Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
There's a hole withing my soul

What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?

I wish then for a chance to see
Now all I need (desperately)

..Is my star to come..?

*sigh*

I feel sick a lot lately. I can't eat much and just this morning when I tried to drink some water, I felt sick.....I cry a lot too. It took forever to get Rachel and Ann off my case at school...

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At this point in time, I can simply state that I FEEL HORRIBLE....I...I doubt I'll be talking much more here...There's no point in it any longer...There's...Just...Ngh...

This is the point where Juliana ends and Dantil begins......

She has been broken..And at this point in time..I don't think she can be fixed..

Thanksgiving Vacation Ends...

My vacation ended today..So tomarrow it's back to school. Aww..I really enjoyed sleeping whenever. XD

Anyways, I spent the time well...I got to talk to Josh a lot. :D We've gotten so much closer...

And then there's the sleeping...That was nice. XD

All in all, time well spent!! :D

Turkeh.

Well, Thanksgiving is coming up now..We're gonna do what we did last year. Stay home, chill out..Put up the Christmas tree, for we have nothing better to do. :P Hopefully I don't get sick again..Oh well.

Maybe I can take pictures of the house to show Josh..Hm..

Woo Waka.

Wow..I haven't posted in forever..XD Nothing's happened..Well..Save for falling off logs and Devil Hunting..

"I'm gonna fall!! D:" "DANTIL!" "CRAP!"

:P