Song lyrics of the day

(Early, cuz I'll be gone..) Kelis-Milkshake I hate this song so much, that I love it..XD

[Repeat x2]
My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like
It's better than yours,
Damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
But I have to charge

I know you want it,
The thing that makes me,
What the guys go crazy for.
They lose their minds,
The way I wind,
I think its time

[Chorus x2]
La la-la la la,
Warm it up.
Lala-lalala,
The boys are waiting

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like
It's better than yours,
Damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
But I have to charge

I can see youre on it,
You want me to teach thee
Techniques that freaks these boys,
It can't be bought,
Just know,
thieves get caught,
Watch if your smart,

[Chorus x2]
La la-la la la,
Warm it up,
La la-la la la,
The boys are waiting,

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like
It's better than yours,
Damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you,
But I have to charge

Oh, once you get involved,
Everyone will look this way-so,
You must maintain your charm,
Same time maintain your halo,
Just get the perfect blend,
Plus what you have within,
Then next his eyes are squint,
Then he's picked up your scent,

[Chorus x2]
Lala-lalala,
Warm it up,
Lala-lalala,
The boys are waiting,

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like
It's better than yours,
Damn right it's better than yours,
I can teach you, But I have to charge

PARTY TIME!! AGAIIIIN!!

Well...today'll be another party... Talking to Josh followed by Anime night followed by sleeping over at Justine's house! There's gonna be 5 of us at anime night, Me, Ashley (Justine's cousin), Matthew (one of my oldest friends), and Katie from Canton (friend of animecrazy19 Katy, my friend...her sn, RikkuGurl330) Gotta practice my laugh..Mahahahahha!!! XD well, more tommarow, since I'll be away most of the day..

Song lyrics of the day...

Drowning pool..Bodies. This song is so awesome ^_^

Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor

Beaten why for
Can't take much more
Here we go...
Here we go...
Here we go

One - Nothing wrong with me
Two - Nothing wrong with me
Three - Nothing wrong with me
Four - Nothing wrong with me

One - Something's got to give
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give
Now

Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor

Push me again
This is the end
Here we go...
Here we go...
Here we go

One - Nothing wrong with me
Two - Nothing wrong with me
Three - Nothing wrong with me
Four - Nothing wrong with me

One - Something's got to give
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give
Now

Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor

Skin against skin blood and bone
You're all by yourself but you're not alone
You wanted in now you're here
Driven by hate consumed by fear

Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor

One - Nothing wrong with me
Two - Nothing wrong with me
Three - Nothing wrong with me
Four - Nothing wrong with me

One - Something's got to give
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give
Now

Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
Let the bodies hit the floor
The floor...
The floor...
The floor...
The floor

D: Ahhhh!

......The message didn't post! It must've been the very stuff I was talking about...oh well..

Thursday I was on the WWE site..and I got invaded by spyware...it's evil. I got an ad-bar and now whebn I start up trillian the zone alarm goes nuts....it's not as bad as it was though..the ad bar is gone so pop ups and zone alarms are less frequent..oh well.

Song Lyrics of the day

Because I may not have time later >_>...Oh well, here's one of my favorite (and quite fitting for the situation) songs, You're Not Here by Akria Yamaoka!!

Blue sky to forever,
green grass blows in the wind, dancing
It would be much better a sight with you, with me
,If you hadn't met me, I'd be fine on my own, baby,
I never felt so lonely, then you came along,

So now what should I do?
I'm strung out, addicted to you,
My body it aches, now that you're gone,
My supply fell through,

You gladly gave me everything you had and more,
You craved my happiness,
When you make me feel joy it makes you smile,
But now I feel your stress,
Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, no
And who has time for tears?
Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love,'till now.

Aww...

Josh needed to go on a trip..we'll probably talk by Sat. morning or tommarow night (if we're REALLY lucky)...well, that gives me time to sleep my hy heart out for the Saturday party..wh00t for it!!! XP....But I'll still miss Josh..I love him so much..ah well. I'll find some way to make it.. ^_^ 'Sides, he would want me to wait for him and remember him...not for me to sit and get depressed...we'll be in each other's hearts.. ^_^..well..off I go to do.....
I don't know O_O XD

Song lyrics of the day

Akria Yamaoka-"I Need Love"..OK, maybe this should be my theme song...

I want a cup that overflows with love
Although it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a barrel full of love
Although I know it's not enough to fill my heart
Want a river full of love, but then
I know the holes will still remain
I need an ocean full of love
Although I know the holes will still remain

And this Swiss cheese heart knows
Only kindness can fill its holes
Love can dry my tears
As pain disappears

I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstacy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now

Fill up my heart with love
Oh you'd be amazed at how little I need from him
To feel complete here and now
Stirring within me are these feelings I can't ignore
I need a miracle and that's what I'm hoping for

I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstacy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now

Anybody's love but his will never fill this space within me
Now doctor give me what I need, to free my heart from misery

why...

Working on the pic for the contest...but I just can't do it..why does everything made by my hands turn out so mangled? Why can't I make anything right?? I can see it...why can't I make it? WHY DO I SUCK AT MAKING THINGS?!?!

Song Lyrics of the day

Dido-"Thank You" This song...just is like me, in a way. It..I dunno..

My tea's gone cold I'm wondrin why
I Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

I drank too much last night
Got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there they'll all imply
That I might not last the day
And then you called me
And it's not so bad
It's not so bad

And I....want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life
Oohh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life

Push the door I'm home at last
And I'm soaking through and through
And then you handed me a towel
And all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me

And I....want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life
Oooh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life

I...want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life
Ooohh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life

PAR-TAY!!!!

The party was great :D Justine, Kaltra (kaltra13) and Ashley were with me...so we were dancing and chatting and stuff. We didn't dance much, but enough to fall over laughing :P We all won some stuffies and the DJ played good songs....Couldn't find the requests list though :( Oh well...I only wish that Katy (animecrazy19) and Josh were there.....then chaos would ensue...BWAHAHAHAHA!! YAY FOR CHAOS!! Wh00t! and if it is possible to get drunk on caffine..I did XD I couldn't stay the night at Justine's and go midnight swimming...but we will Saturday, the day of ANIME NIGHTT (which really isn't at night XP) So...WAIT FOR SUNDAY (and morning..) I SHALL!!

O_O

I just noticed how much i've been writing in this thing...wow O_O Oh well, It's fun and it helps to ease the lonliness sometimes and give me something to do.

SO KEEP READING! IT WON'T STOP ANYTIME SOON!! MAHAHAHAHA!
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More when I come back from the party

Lonliness and MAJOR bordem

*sigh*....I am so bored...Josh isn't on, maybe sleeping XP...so I'm lonely..and bored -_- I always feel this way, when he is gone.....I just want to be his...so I guess a peice of me is off with him now..oh well, soon enough we will be together forever ^_^ and until then, I'll just wait till morning when we can talk again..

Song lyrics of the day

Papa Roach-"Scars" This song describes my feelings a lot..In more aspects of my life than 1....

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the waterS
o I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart openBut you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Contest

I'm gonna enter the Shojo Beat drawing contest.....I was bored today, making soundtracks on the Xbox, so I started drawing. I drew some eyes in the style of the creator of Baby and Me..and they turned out really well....so I drew Minour. He turned out well so I'm gonna draw him for the contest!! I'll win those Copic japanese manga drawing tools! YEAH!! XD

Evil RO

Hmm...I'm trying to play Ragnarok Online with my friends...but the downloads keep taking 80-230 hours -_-...eventually me and Josh will find something though...maybe a burned disk or something..and if not..well, time to go on strike 'til I get a high speed sonnection! :D

Song lyrics of the day...

Mudvayne-"Happy?"

In this hole, that is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole, thickening
Dirt shovelled over shoulders
I feel it in me, so overwhelmed
Oh this pressured centre rising
My life overturned, unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole, that is me
A life that’s growing feeble
In this hole, so limiting
The sun has set all darkens
Buried underneath, hands slip off the wheel
Internal pathway to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

(Are you) Happy?
(Are you) Happy?
Are you feeling happy?

In this hole, that is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What’s my release?What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Peel me from the skin (Peel me from the skin)
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone (Tear meat from the bone)
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy, now that I’m lost, left with nothing?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy, now that I’m lost, left with nothing?

-Dedicated to Ms. Samara

I won't go back cont.

Me and Josh talked...we realized that it's better that we gave up Sammy....It is been perfect without her...
:WARNING USING AND CHANGING MUDVAYNE LYRICS!!:
To Sammy: If you were to tear me from rind, tear me from myself, WOULD IT MAKE YOU HAPPY NOW?!?!

I won't go back to that

Another friend...Nicole AKA Tera or WellDeadGirl want's me to go back to following Samara as a true IRL beliver...I do not want to...I have been let down, so I looked twords what broke through...RE and Josh..so I trust them. I need to move on. That was just a neverending downwords spiral...I felt free once I broke out..She claims that the spiral is hope, and I felt free because Samara was trying to drag me back in....I will still be a fan (I got to obsessed to forget about it :P) but I won't go back to subjecting myself to all of those let downs and false hopes. I need to get on with my life....and with this controller in my hand and hope in my heart, I will stride twords freedom, even if it is a prison complex of CVX...so what, call me stupid for finding a truth in my games, but it is me. Deal wih it...

If I fall back into the spiral, please, someone pull me out!!!

Umm..hi?

Hello all..I am Juliana, AKA Dabo or dabo127.....so yeah...this is just a little bloggy thing I decided to start, since, due to the Samara incident on nensha ans AIM between me and a few of my friends, I've chosen to go back to being a rabid Resident Evil fan..and it was that, and someone very important to me named Josh, AKA Kasai, that have made me feel like I have been Born Anew.....welcome to the blog.